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Woa hello

Thu, 31 Jan 2013 22:16:52 -0700

Today was hella tiring. Full day of classes, I smoked three times, no time for food. Got home, ate ton of chips. Wore goodwill shoes, real snake skin, feet hurt. Constipated. More social, have friends in classes. Dressed like a cat, got comments. Yeaaa

This is probably the best photo of me

Thu, 31 Jan 2013 15:28:33 -0700

This is probably the best photo of me

So two Fridays ago I started taking antibiotics for strep throat. This Friday a rash wildly...

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 18:40:38 -0700

So two Fridays ago I started taking antibiotics for strep throat. This Friday a rash wildly appeared, and turns out I’m allergic to penicillin. When to urgent care, got a shot and some meds. I got worse on Saturday, went to another urgent care, got different meds. Today, instead of spots, I had blothches of merged spots on my stomach, back, arms, and my legs were getting worse as well. They were also redder and purple/gray in some areas. Went to the ER, got two shots, fainted, went home and slept. So I think the steroids I got helped since my skin’s a bit paler, but still hurts like hell. It also looks like someone punched me in the eyes.

My moms keeps saying I could have died… thank you.

lol I’m actually painting…. can this be considered...

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:00:10 -0700

lol I’m actually painting…. can this be considered painting

V__V shame

this is me and my brother Kacper <3

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 23:20:39 -0700

this is me and my brother Kacper

this is me downstairs I moved my computer downstairs for various...

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 21:53:27 -0700

this is me downstairs

I moved my computer downstairs for various reasons, but yea, change of scenery.

I was supposed to hang out with a girl I met but I haven’t heard from her since noon ;__;

sadness…

this is me tonight So, I don’t know… I’m...

Thu, 19 Jan 2012 22:27:22 -0700

this is me tonight

So, I don’t know… I’m feeling shitty again, not sure how I managed not to sleep in sorrow today. I need to intake at a clinic soon cause my meds are running out. I probably need a dosage increase anyway. Also, the dentists don’t accept my insurance anymore, so that happened. I don’t know what else… I discovered a jar of nutella in the cupboards so I might survive.

I need forty dollars for this weekend and I might be happy. I just need forty dollars. I need it.

I don’t feel like writing about my shit life. I just don’t do anything. That days are blending together and time is passing my passively. It’ll continue on until summer, and then I will embark on a journey of self discovery and tears at the magnitude of my false self awareness.

this is Yuma in the sun

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 20:50:18 -0700

this is Yuma in the sun

this is Yuma taking over my bed

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 06:35:43 -0700

this is Yuma taking over my bed

this is my demon dog

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 09:39:00 -0700

this is my demon dog

this is me today Last night was just… really bad. I...

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 16:52:34 -0700

this is me today

Last night was just… really bad. I hadn’t cried in a while, but that happened. But today I had a rather fine day, not much sadness. Though I was rather annoying to the underclassmen. Tomorrow I have to tour with the incoming freshmen and answer their questions about the school and what not. Also my hand fell asleep.

I want to get out of school so I can dye my hair blue.

And I have a shit ton of homework to do that I haven’t touched yesterday.

I might go to a party tomorrow, and hopefully get my damn $68 back from the birthday boy. Then chain smoke.

Plus I need to finish a job for about $100 which I need to spend on my friends.

I don’t think I can survive without pepto. I don’t understand why I’m so nauseous at the thought of food. Then chocolate comes along and I go nom nom nom.

Lastly, I think I’ll change my pony’s hair a bit, make it more bubbly instead of… hair like. I’ll post some pix soon and not get feedback.

xoxo

this is me today… I mutilated my forehead again. I should...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 18:30:17 -0700

this is me today…

I mutilated my forehead again. I should probably stop… I’m going to get my first mole removed in two weeks, hopefully they won’t have to shave my hair.

I’m thinking of migrating my computer downstairs so I could watch my brother some, and be more focused on work. It’d be nice to be with Dad too… :/

I have a butt load of homework to do since I was out of school for two days. Fun fun.

I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to get my moles and spots checked out… hopefully I can...

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 18:07:24 -0700

I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to get my moles and spots checked out… hopefully I can get them removed and get some cream for the mushrooms growing on my back #nightsweats

my little seapunk pony

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 17:50:00 -0700

my little seapunk pony

Proof that I went outside today…

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 16:35:02 -0700

Proof that I went outside today…

this is me

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 12:00:00 -0700

being inspired to do something productive